kata kata kata kata
bibirku ingin mengucap ribuan kata
dia dia dia dia
otakku selalu berucap tentang dia.
bibir berucap karena otak.
otak bekerja. bibir berkata. begitulah tubuh bekerja.
otakku berisi dia. bibirku mengucap kata.
kata tentang dia??
mungkin saja.
dia.
siapa??
pertanyaan yang aku pun tak tau jawabnya.
bisa aku membayangkannya.
tapi menceritakannya ku tak bisa.
mengapa??
tak bisa.
tapi mengapa??
siapa sangka??
biarlah di otakku saja dia ada.
dan dalam kaata ku saja dia bermakna.
Jumat, 16 Juli 2010
Selasa, 13 Juli 2010
wait..waiting..waited..
My trending topic those recent days is : WAITING.
Actually I don't like waiting. At all.
Wait makes my brain burns. My mood going down.
Nunggu..nunggu..nunggu..
Is it a kind of activity?? I don't think so.
Just sitting. Doing nothing. Looking around.
Called waiting.
Doesn't create something. But boring.
Yes I don't like it at all.
But I realize that nothing's perfect in life.
All I want not always here. And all I don't like sometimes comes around me.
Yes. Its life.
Waiting, as something I don't like, comes to me continually those recent days.
And it become a must for me.
All I need always makes me waiting.
I really want to go ahead.
But I can't escape. I need this. So I must be waiting. Patiently.
How come it become a trending topic for me those recent days??
I never have problem in waiting before.
I never have enough patience in waiting.
But now..
I have it enough.
To wait something I really need.
Maybe its a maturity process.
I have to learn to be patient enough to be mature.
Is it??
Yes.
Nothing perfect in life.
And patience is the key.
Receive it wholeheartedly will make life seems better.
Its emotional management.
Just be patient.
Even its hard. :)
Actually I don't like waiting. At all.
Wait makes my brain burns. My mood going down.
Nunggu..nunggu..nunggu..
Is it a kind of activity?? I don't think so.
Just sitting. Doing nothing. Looking around.
Called waiting.
Doesn't create something. But boring.
Yes I don't like it at all.
But I realize that nothing's perfect in life.
All I want not always here. And all I don't like sometimes comes around me.
Yes. Its life.
Waiting, as something I don't like, comes to me continually those recent days.
And it become a must for me.
All I need always makes me waiting.
I really want to go ahead.
But I can't escape. I need this. So I must be waiting. Patiently.
How come it become a trending topic for me those recent days??
I never have problem in waiting before.
I never have enough patience in waiting.
But now..
I have it enough.
To wait something I really need.
Maybe its a maturity process.
I have to learn to be patient enough to be mature.
Is it??
Yes.
Nothing perfect in life.
And patience is the key.
Receive it wholeheartedly will make life seems better.
Its emotional management.
Just be patient.
Even its hard. :)
Minggu, 11 Juli 2010
my greatest angel, mom. sorry...
here i'm alone in d balcony in diz cold nite..
Seeing at that clean dark sky..
N i miss u.
Suddenly..
Yes..suddenly.
What a silly child i am.
Missing u suddenly out here while u think of me all d time out there.
Myb fo u i always b ur cute nice little girl.
Ur beloved girl.
But actually i am not. At all.
Everything has change.
I'm change.
Yes i'm here far away from u.
From ur hug.
N with my silliness i'm being this way.
I can't do what i could did when i'm with u.
I knw u'll b so dissappointed if u knw how ur little girl is now.
I'm being like this,mom.
Guilty is around my mind.
But i can do nothing.
Yes i'm half a man now.
U pray fo me all nite long.
U r missing me day by day.
U think of me in every step u take.
U wish that i could b a better n great woman out here.
But i've done anything yet.
Yes i'm wasting my time.
Yes i'm destroying my life.
N yes i'm rarely think of u.
I'm messy.
I can't control my self.
I'm wasting my life.
My mind is full of shit.
I can't handle it.everything's soo confused.
I'm stumbling in the dark.
Now..
I really miss u so,mom.
I need ur hug.
Ur warm hug.
I need u to calm me down.
To guide me straight.
I see ur wise face in that dark sky.
I would say sorry for all my silly mistake fo u.
I'm soo sorry.
All i can do is pray n pray a sincere prayer fo u.
I'm begging God always save u as u save me until now.
I love u wholeheartedly.
Mom.
Seeing at that clean dark sky..
N i miss u.
Suddenly..
Yes..suddenly.
What a silly child i am.
Missing u suddenly out here while u think of me all d time out there.
Myb fo u i always b ur cute nice little girl.
Ur beloved girl.
But actually i am not. At all.
Everything has change.
I'm change.
Yes i'm here far away from u.
From ur hug.
N with my silliness i'm being this way.
I can't do what i could did when i'm with u.
I knw u'll b so dissappointed if u knw how ur little girl is now.
I'm being like this,mom.
Guilty is around my mind.
But i can do nothing.
Yes i'm half a man now.
U pray fo me all nite long.
U r missing me day by day.
U think of me in every step u take.
U wish that i could b a better n great woman out here.
But i've done anything yet.
Yes i'm wasting my time.
Yes i'm destroying my life.
N yes i'm rarely think of u.
I'm messy.
I can't control my self.
I'm wasting my life.
My mind is full of shit.
I can't handle it.everything's soo confused.
I'm stumbling in the dark.
Now..
I really miss u so,mom.
I need ur hug.
Ur warm hug.
I need u to calm me down.
To guide me straight.
I see ur wise face in that dark sky.
I would say sorry for all my silly mistake fo u.
I'm soo sorry.
All i can do is pray n pray a sincere prayer fo u.
I'm begging God always save u as u save me until now.
I love u wholeheartedly.
Mom.
hey, my dearest soulmate. ;)
Hey,dear..
I knw u real out there.maybe around me,in this tiny world.
We just haven't find each other yet.
But soon,when it comes,it must b d most beautiful n unique moment.
My soulmate,u must b d winner of my heart.much better than others.
Thx for being a hard worker n strong fighter for me.
Yes,u might not be as handsome as rob pattinson or else darius sinathrya.
But for me,u could b much better than them.
Bcz u r charming n smart.
U hv ur own engaging style with ur great brain n behave.
Yes i like sweet roses.n myb i'm melting bcz of sweet words.
But tht's all nothing without provement.
All i need is fact,no bullshit.
N i knw u r a real gentleman with a provement beside ur sweet words.
Yes,i knw u love me.
U could enter my world nicely.
Ur kindness could attract not only me,but also my family n my besties.
N over all,u must be my greatest leader.
Could drive me better n threat me well with all ur care.
Save me for ur best n last.
Just keep fighting n proove ur effort.
Soon i'll realize that u r my real soulmate.
Hehe.
Aiu lg ksambet cupid
I knw u real out there.maybe around me,in this tiny world.
We just haven't find each other yet.
But soon,when it comes,it must b d most beautiful n unique moment.
My soulmate,u must b d winner of my heart.much better than others.
Thx for being a hard worker n strong fighter for me.
Yes,u might not be as handsome as rob pattinson or else darius sinathrya.
But for me,u could b much better than them.
Bcz u r charming n smart.
U hv ur own engaging style with ur great brain n behave.
Yes i like sweet roses.n myb i'm melting bcz of sweet words.
But tht's all nothing without provement.
All i need is fact,no bullshit.
N i knw u r a real gentleman with a provement beside ur sweet words.
Yes,i knw u love me.
U could enter my world nicely.
Ur kindness could attract not only me,but also my family n my besties.
N over all,u must be my greatest leader.
Could drive me better n threat me well with all ur care.
Save me for ur best n last.
Just keep fighting n proove ur effort.
Soon i'll realize that u r my real soulmate.
Hehe.
Aiu lg ksambet cupid
Call it L.O.V.E
cinta itu seperti pasir..smakin digenggam,makin sdikit yg kita dpt.
Cinta itu ky angin..kita hny bs merasakan hmbusannya,namun sll gagal untuk menggenggamnya.
Cinta itu ky air..mengalir indah bgitu saja.
Cinta itu..pasir,angin,air.
Abstrak.
Cinta..
Aku pernah merasakan nya.
Aku pernah meyakini nya.
Aku pernah memiliki nya.
Aku pernah membiarkannya mengalir
bgitu saja.
Apa yang ku dapat??
Abstrak.
Absurd.
Cinta itu dirasa..bukan diraba..
Ya..cinta itu abstrak.
Complicated.
Aku pernah meyakininya..
Namun apa??
Ingin aku membiarkannya mengalir..
Namun kadang cinta menuntut.
Apa ini sbenarnya??
Cinta adalah sbuah rasa..
Indah namun menyakitkan..
Nyaman namun membingungkan..
Cinta itu tulus..
Ya..aku hanya merasakan dan menemukan nya pada cinta ibu pada ku.
Persetan dg yg lain nya.
Kadang aku lelah memberi dan mencari cinta.
Namun raga ini kerap menuntut hadirnya.
Ah..cinta..cinta..cinta..
Ingin ku haturkan cinta ini hanya untuk ibunda dan Sang Kuasa.
Namun apa..
Cinta kembali berkata.
Katakan ini cinta..
Memberikan semuanya tanpa syarat.
Tidak..itu kebodohan.
Katakan ini cinta..
Menggenggamnya erat hingga sesak napas.
Tidak..itu penyiksaan.
Katakan ini cinta..
Cinta..
Cinta..
Cinta..
Kenapa sllu cinta..
Indah namun juga menyesakkan..
Biarkan saja cinta menghampiri.
Mengalir indah begitu saja.
Tanpa berusaha menggenggamnya.
Tanpa ada tuntutan.
Haruskah??
Sanggupkah??
-030110-
Cinta itu ky angin..kita hny bs merasakan hmbusannya,namun sll gagal untuk menggenggamnya.
Cinta itu ky air..mengalir indah bgitu saja.
Cinta itu..pasir,angin,air.
Abstrak.
Cinta..
Aku pernah merasakan nya.
Aku pernah meyakini nya.
Aku pernah memiliki nya.
Aku pernah membiarkannya mengalir
bgitu saja.
Apa yang ku dapat??
Abstrak.
Absurd.
Cinta itu dirasa..bukan diraba..
Ya..cinta itu abstrak.
Complicated.
Aku pernah meyakininya..
Namun apa??
Ingin aku membiarkannya mengalir..
Namun kadang cinta menuntut.
Apa ini sbenarnya??
Cinta adalah sbuah rasa..
Indah namun menyakitkan..
Nyaman namun membingungkan..
Cinta itu tulus..
Ya..aku hanya merasakan dan menemukan nya pada cinta ibu pada ku.
Persetan dg yg lain nya.
Kadang aku lelah memberi dan mencari cinta.
Namun raga ini kerap menuntut hadirnya.
Ah..cinta..cinta..cinta..
Ingin ku haturkan cinta ini hanya untuk ibunda dan Sang Kuasa.
Namun apa..
Cinta kembali berkata.
Katakan ini cinta..
Memberikan semuanya tanpa syarat.
Tidak..itu kebodohan.
Katakan ini cinta..
Menggenggamnya erat hingga sesak napas.
Tidak..itu penyiksaan.
Katakan ini cinta..
Cinta..
Cinta..
Cinta..
Kenapa sllu cinta..
Indah namun juga menyesakkan..
Biarkan saja cinta menghampiri.
Mengalir indah begitu saja.
Tanpa berusaha menggenggamnya.
Tanpa ada tuntutan.
Haruskah??
Sanggupkah??
-030110-
where idea meets creativity. where inspiration meets talent
eems so perfect.
yes. because. idea + creativity and inspiration + talent create world class art. fashion and inspiration.
here is Jember Fashion Carnaval.
its a kind of news which more appropriate to be the world's top news than recent news.
its about youth. effort. achievement. no porn or superstitious.
Jember Fashion Carnaval.
the longest and greatest fashion carnaval in Indonesia. or maybe in the world. has 3.6 catwalk length through the main road of Jember.
Jember Fashion Carnaval also sends Dynand Fariz (JFC director) as the recipient of Kick Andy Heroes 2010 in art and culture cxategory.
Tiap tahunnya JFC mengusung tema-tema tertentu dalam karnavalnya. dan tema-tema tersebut dibagi lagi dalam sub tema yang berisi rombongan tertentu.
For Your Information, kostum yang dipakai para peserta adalah hand made. hasil karya merteka sendiri. hasil dari ide dan inovasi bercampur kreativitas dan bakat. mereka membuat kostum dengan bahan-bahan ramah lingkungan. seperti kertas bekas, botol, dedaunan kering, kedus, sedotan dan lain lain.
mereka mengasah kreativitas dengan memadukan tema dan bahan serta ide dan warna. hingga menghasilkan mahakarya seperti ini.
look at them. they look so perfect and beautiful. they made their properties by themself. from make up, hairdo, and costume. imagine how creative they are.
but who knows behind those perfection, there are much imperfection. such as fat, or not tall, or bad face, or etc.
here, every participants look soooo perfect.
like usual carnaval, JFC membentuk barisan panjang dan menjadikan jalanan utama kota jember sebagai Catwalk. mereka bergaya, menari seiring musik dan menunjukkan performa terbaiknya bak seorang model.
panjang catwalk JFC? 3.6 km. wow!! ini dia peta catwalk JFC.
wanna see the crowd?? here it is. millions of people comes to jember to see this fenomenal carnaval.
JFC dilaksanakan setiap tahun. antara bulan Juli Agustus. bertepatan dengan program Bulan Berkunjung ke Jember yang diadakan pemerintah kota jember.
wanna see JFC? siapkam mental dan payung. amankan barang berharga anda.
sejauh ini, JFC dapat disaksikan secara ncuma-cuma. dan karena cuma-cuma itu, maka penonton yang hadir jadi kurang terorganisir.
semoga pada JFC berikutnya JFC akan lebih terorganisir. mengingat semakin banyaknya animo masyarakat terhadap JFC.
sebagai warga Jember, saya bangga sekali terhadap JFC.
gimana engga, Jember kota kecil nyempil gak terkenal, bisa jadi mendunia karena ini.
special thanks to mister dynad fariz, my ex modelling techer, for his creativity. creating this cool things. jember proud of u, sir. :)
*single click in title will brings u to the complete page of JFC*
please come to jember in this July-August and be the witness of this supercool things.
jember is beautiful little city. i guarantee. ;)
yes. because. idea + creativity and inspiration + talent create world class art. fashion and inspiration.
here is Jember Fashion Carnaval.
its a kind of news which more appropriate to be the world's top news than recent news.
its about youth. effort. achievement. no porn or superstitious.
Jember Fashion Carnaval.
the longest and greatest fashion carnaval in Indonesia. or maybe in the world. has 3.6 catwalk length through the main road of Jember.
Jember Fashion Carnaval also sends Dynand Fariz (JFC director) as the recipient of Kick Andy Heroes 2010 in art and culture cxategory.
Tiap tahunnya JFC mengusung tema-tema tertentu dalam karnavalnya. dan tema-tema tersebut dibagi lagi dalam sub tema yang berisi rombongan tertentu.
For Your Information, kostum yang dipakai para peserta adalah hand made. hasil karya merteka sendiri. hasil dari ide dan inovasi bercampur kreativitas dan bakat. mereka membuat kostum dengan bahan-bahan ramah lingkungan. seperti kertas bekas, botol, dedaunan kering, kedus, sedotan dan lain lain.
mereka mengasah kreativitas dengan memadukan tema dan bahan serta ide dan warna. hingga menghasilkan mahakarya seperti ini.
he's the first winner of JFC-8. Yongky KW
setiap orang berhak ikut serta dalam JFC. its not like usual fashion carnaval which has a lot of requirement. especially about proportional body.
di JFC, tak ada syarat fisik apapun untuk ikut serta. karena semua orang berhak terlihat indah. semua orang memiliki sisi indahnya masing-masing di balik ketidaksempurnaan fisik.
yang diperlukan hanyalah keberanian dan kreativitas.
di JFC, tak ada syarat fisik apapun untuk ikut serta. karena semua orang berhak terlihat indah. semua orang memiliki sisi indahnya masing-masing di balik ketidaksempurnaan fisik.
yang diperlukan hanyalah keberanian dan kreativitas.
look at them. they look so perfect and beautiful. they made their properties by themself. from make up, hairdo, and costume. imagine how creative they are.
but who knows behind those perfection, there are much imperfection. such as fat, or not tall, or bad face, or etc.
here, every participants look soooo perfect.
like usual carnaval, JFC membentuk barisan panjang dan menjadikan jalanan utama kota jember sebagai Catwalk. mereka bergaya, menari seiring musik dan menunjukkan performa terbaiknya bak seorang model.
panjang catwalk JFC? 3.6 km. wow!! ini dia peta catwalk JFC.
wanna see the crowd?? here it is. millions of people comes to jember to see this fenomenal carnaval.
JFC dilaksanakan setiap tahun. antara bulan Juli Agustus. bertepatan dengan program Bulan Berkunjung ke Jember yang diadakan pemerintah kota jember.
wanna see JFC? siapkam mental dan payung. amankan barang berharga anda.
sejauh ini, JFC dapat disaksikan secara ncuma-cuma. dan karena cuma-cuma itu, maka penonton yang hadir jadi kurang terorganisir.
semoga pada JFC berikutnya JFC akan lebih terorganisir. mengingat semakin banyaknya animo masyarakat terhadap JFC.
sebagai warga Jember, saya bangga sekali terhadap JFC.
gimana engga, Jember kota kecil nyempil gak terkenal, bisa jadi mendunia karena ini.
special thanks to mister dynad fariz, my ex modelling techer, for his creativity. creating this cool things. jember proud of u, sir. :)
*single click in title will brings u to the complete page of JFC*
please come to jember in this July-August and be the witness of this supercool things.
jember is beautiful little city. i guarantee. ;)
world and the hot news
*bcz i will talk about international news, i prefer use English. hope u'll be fine in enjoying it. and i'm sorry if there's any mistake in it. however, i'm still Indonesian.*
whats hot today?? yuhu...world cup is in da house.
and its comes to an end.
every people aroud the world enjoying it. world cup is become the world's unifier.
who will be the winner??
hm..nobody knows. just see it tonight.
oh...ups. maybe anybody knows.
lets ask paul. maybe u can be the winner in gambling. haha.
silly but ya...almost true.
anyway...who's paul??
he, or um...maybe i should call him as "ít". hehe. sorry, paul.
paul is the most popular ooctopus those recent days.
why??
bcz it can predict Germany's fate in world cup. how come. only God and Paul knows.
haha.
honestly, i think its a silly thing to become a world's hot topic. hey...its just superstityious. and everybody around the world believe it. how silly it is.
paul is an ordinary octopus i think. and it just has a greater lucky than others.
maybe bcz of its creative owner.
anyway, paul's forecast is just about Germany's game.
and paul become an enemy of every team who compete with Germany.
its not only about beating Germany, but also Paul.
worlds become sillier those recent days.
after a porn news from Indonesia become a trending topic until CNN, now 'magic octopus' from Germany is the star.
whats next??
porn octopus maybe. we'll see.
